certs are cool

2003-04-23T22:10:00.000-07:00

for everything a person does or says or thinks. there is a reason. a reason , a simple logical reason why the person did what he or she did. for u do not do things cause u feel like it. the reason is what made u feel that way. the way it which u dont care and just say wutever.

2003-03-22T22:17:00.000-08:00

if i were to change one thing about myself i would......actually i wouldnt change anything but i would add something. i wish i had more confidence in myself. today we went to st pats talent show. there was this one girl. she couldnt sing that well but she tried her hardest.she was a good performer/entertainer. u could tell that she had a lot of confidence. she didnt care what people thought she just sung her heart out. in front of many people too. that takes a lot of confidence in a person. i wish i had a lot of confidence. then maybe i could do something like that. but sometimes. when people have soo much confidence in themselves they get too self resolved. they get cocky. but i know i wouldnt be like that. cause i notice it already. i just need confidence to maybe sing in public and dance and everything so i wont be a party pooper. u know.

2003-03-08T23:25:00.000-08:00

do u ever have one of those days that something just seems wrong? where u just arent not feeling the day. i mean ur not mad or sad or anything. but u just know the day is unhappy for you. u dont know why u feel that why but u just dont feel like smiling .i mean nothing really happened to u but u just feel wierd. ur confused on why u feel that way today. the day just seems boring. maybe even pointless. well i had one of those days today. actually not today but yesterday. i mean i love my life. i appreciate everything i have. cause i know im very blessed to have what i have . but maybe just sometimes when ur doing something for so long u just get bored of it. i guess the best thing to do is keep yourself entertained. do new things. see new people. i dont know. ...... maybe its just me..... maybe im the only one who gets those kinda days

2003-01-23T19:23:00.000-08:00

today is me and carina's one week anniversary. she is such a silly one. hahah and she says silly a lot. and among other things. its funny. its wierd. there are so many cahwinkydinks that we have. like there was this wierd night that she woke up from this one dream at 4:35am. and like thats when i woke up too cause i had to go to the bathroom. and she was going to call me but u know it was 4:35. she thought i was still sleeping. u know. cause it was 4:35am. whos up at that time u know. yeah stuff like that. its like its wierd. is it true that if u yawn someone is thinking about u. thats wut me and carina think. cause yeah. one day i suprised carina at skool and that day she was hecka yawning. . so is it true? hmmm.. i do think about her everytime i yawn. mann its like being single for like 3 years. i guess its true. the longer u wait the better the thing is that uve been waiting for so long. is that the saying or something. i dunno. well something like that. okidoki. i guess thats all i have to say. happy one week annivesary carina!

2003-01-20T10:27:00.000-08:00

CHURCH - there are people who go to church because it is the right thing to do. so they could feel good about themselves or just because they are going to church means that they are a better person. some people come out of church still acting the same way. doing all those bad things people do to other people. its like. dang. didnt u just come from church. didnt u learn anything. its like. wuts the point of going if your just going to act that way.u know. i dunno. it just seems kinda wrong going to church and like not following wut god is trying to teach. u know. but oh well. wut can u do. its their lives and they could do wut they want. its up to people to relize wut they do and to make their judgement of wut is wrong or right.

2003-01-12T18:09:00.000-08:00

yes twix. u havent wrote in this blog for hecka long. nice too see u again! haha i hope its just not a one time thing tho. kaye. just keep on writing. wutever is on your mind . feel free to write about it. i mean it is yours too. i mean u did make this blog for us. so yeah! talk to u later twix. bye!!

2003-01-08T07:04:00.000-08:00

hey, i havent blogged in this for a long time... well hi twix, i finally remembered the password to this oHsOcOoL blog... hahaha... you give good advice twixie!! oh yeah by the way... MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR! Out with 2002 in with 2003, SHA-BOP! hahah, didn't see that one coming did you? Did you?!?! DID!!!!!! YOU?!!?!?? hahah anyways... uhm, yeah.... sk!nna cahw!nkyd!nk d!nk sk!nna cahw!nkyDOO! I... LOVE... YOU!! hahahahahaha... good remix mark! ahhaahahah okay then peace out everyone!! oH VERDaD?!?!?!??! hahah, bye!

RiGhT SAiD kaT

2002-12-14T11:21:00.000-08:00

a clear mind, a clean soul, and a pure heart will lead u to great things. tho problems occur in our daily lives. we must deal with it and live on. we must surpass to get to our everyones common goal, or dream goal, even tho u can not see it and dont know its there. "it is" . "even tho u dont see its there, doesnt mean it doesnt exist"quote. but some problems or obstacles we need to surpass can be avoided. we do not have to deal with each obstacle. if u know wut causes problems u would not have as much problems. to find your inner peace is to find your true happiness.

2002-11-22T17:46:00.000-08:00

wut makes it that a person only thinks of u has a friend. there are people in world that has more people liking that person than more than just friends than just friends. wut do they do to make not a friend but more than a friend. to make people think of u as more than just a friend. people say i dont like him that way. i only think of him or her as just a friend. but wut makes them think like that. to just think of someone as just a friend. a definition of just a friend is someone u could trust,depend on, and that u think will be there right. but isnt that the same qualification as a boyfriend or girlfriend. wut should be done or is done to make someone think of u as more than just a friend. to be a boyfriend or girlfriend type. is it the looks, the affection, flirting, or just spark or connection. if u dont have it then nothings going to happen? but all those people who call them players or wutever . many people like them as more than just friends. soo wut do they do to make it all happen.

2002-11-06T20:18:00.000-08:00

hmmm never updated this for a pretty long time. anyways hmmmm wut are my thoughts. oh yeah... topic for the day. MR NICE GUYS. its kewl to be nice and all. and that saying. nice guys finish last. i kinda think that is true because if your nice. people tend to take advantage of you. which makes other people push back the nice guy. as like the saying. nice guys finish last. and thats the reason why. to be nice is to think of others before yourself. i think thats wut most people that are nice think. i mean if a person is in need of help and u could give that help to that person . isnt it worth it? who cares if nice PEOPLE finish last. its pretty worth it to be nice. cause this world sucks so u could try to be nice so the world wont suck AS much. so yah know. thats wut i think. i mean if i have to sacrifice something to make someone that much happier i would i guess. well matters wut it is. i mean if i could live without it and still be happy then i would give it up to the person if it would make that person that much happier . i know i dont have the power to change the world so it wont suck. but hey, doesnt hurt to just be nice.

2002-08-17T14:09:00.000-07:00

i notice that when gurls are punked out they looked kewl. but when guys try to be punked out they just look dirty. pretty wierd. alrighty even tho i would like to type some more i can not cause i dont know wut to write. so yeah. c u when i c u

2002-08-16T22:18:00.000-07:00

hmm its pretty late......well actually just about 10. but yeah. there is no one online and i felt like typing. soo yeah i guess i ended up here. today i actually stayed home. but anywho. lets c. wut to talk about. oh yeah. our day at waterworld. that was on wednesday. i thought more people were going to go but i guess not. there were only i think about umm 10. it was me gabe norm melvin selina jo an kristine kristoffer ummm norwin and kaye ann. is that about 10. yeah. it was a pretty kewl day. pretty fun. there were also these hot chicks. there were about a couple of those. melvin and kristoffer were following them ....or in other words. stalking. hahaha. well i was kinda too. but not really. they werent really all that. just hot enough to show a little interest . yah know. i think i hit one of them thoo. cause like gabe or like rufio dropped me in the water and like i hit someone and the gurls were pretty close to me. soo im pretty shure i hit one of them on accident. sorry gurls! hahah anywho.we had our little picnic on the grass outside of waterworld. pretty good. big subs. chips , adobo. hahah yeah. then we went in the park for a little while. then ......back to gabes house. jo an kristine rufio melvin and kris stayed for one more hour. so we just chilled at gabes . and we all met up there. we ate dinner and watched a walk to remember on dvd. hahah first time for me watching it. yeah . that was pretty much the day on wednesday. pretty kewl. alrighty. c u when i c u

2002-08-12T13:05:00.000-07:00

well yeah. day a back ago i was trying to go to sleep riight. and like me and my bro share a room. and like i was trying to go to sleep again but my brother wus just making all this ruckess in the room. we have like bunk beds soo i dont know whut he was doing below. he was all moving things around and yeah. for hecka long and stuff. so i thought he was cleaning the room a little bit or something. i couldnt take it tho. if u knew me i get hecka grumpy when it comes to sleep and stuff. i get hecka mad if someone is stopping me from sleeping. but whew! good thing i went through it. i felt like i was going to yell at him for making too much noise while i was trying to sleep. but yeah i didnt of course. and then u know how i thought he was cleaning the room.and yeah i thought he was soo i kinda calmed down. cause yeah i didnt want to clean the room. but yeah. the next morning. i came down and he didnt clean ANYTHING!!. he kinda messed things up more. i was like... WUT THE HECK!!. it figures that he couldnt find his charger for his phone. that idiot. but its all gravy baby. i went to sleep. and yeah. thats all that matters. alrighty c u when i c u

2002-08-06T11:29:00.000-07:00

man o man! i know its kinda late. but im going to talk about my sunday. hmmm where to start. well i started off the day at 8. but then i went back to sleep. hahahah. then i woke up at 9 to get ready for selinas b day thingy. sunday was her real b day. so yeah. her mom is treating us out and stuff. anywho. i wore my tuxedo shirt hahah cause like selinas said that just to wear wutever. but gabe came by to pick me up and he was wearing some formal stuff. soo i didnt know wut to wear. so i just went semiformal. hahaha. anywho we were headed off to frisko. but oh no! norman forget his ticket for the concert. hahah. soo rufio had to go to his house and he luckly found it on the floor outside his house. i guess it fell out of norms pocket when he was running to the car. anywho. first we went to this italian restaurant. oh man! was there a lot of food. yes there was. we got this big plate of spagetti and some freaking big meat ballz . like as big as my freaking fist. but. we finished it. we as in norman melvin me and gabe. i think we are the only ones who finished our food. hahah. the gurls didnt. those wussy's hahahah just kidding just kidding. anywho. AFTER. we went to the broadway show thingy. it was pretty kewl. pretty hilarious. but melvin gabe and angela found it too hilarious. they were all laughing at the actors cause they sounded like people they know and stuff. i was kinda falling asleep tho in the middle cause like mann. i was hecka full from the foood soo that made me hecka sleepy. after that. we went to jollybee just to kill time before the concert. gabe went to the gurls bathroom cause he had to go that bad.
CONCERT. oh mann! the concert. it wus musty , hecka people sweating and your like close to them and its hecka hot in there. BUT. it was tiiiiight. i dont even care about that cause your like all pumped up from the music and stuff. some drunk person even threw a bottle in the crowd. that kinda sucked and i think i felt something near my eye. and melvin felt something in his hair. but it was kewl. we didnt get hit. hmm wut else happen. oh yeah! angela got stuck between two fat guys that were jumping up and down. hahahah. ohh ohh! u know wut else happen. we saw diana. she got hecka hurt. or it looked like it. cause i guess she got squished in the front and the secruity guard had to pick her up from the crowd and bring her on stage . then she just walked off to the side. she looked kinda hurt tho. well anywho we left the concert at 11 i think. it was 7 to 11. hahah. then we went to go eat at in and out. mann i love that place. its soo freaking good. whew. but i never get full there. anywho. we came home like at 130am. but oh mann wut a fun day. out all day. 930am to 130am. daang how many hours is that. like 17 hrs. geeze. anywho. that was it. i think that was the highlight of the summer.

2002-07-16T10:27:00.000-07:00

advice- did u ever try to get over someone but it was just too hard. even tho people give u advice to move on, he or she is not good for you, there are more fish in the sea, if its not meant to be then its not meant to be. saying stuff like that to make u feel better. and saying to just move on. well.. even tho those words are true. the fact of the matter is the whole situation sucks. its hard to get over someone. but did u ever notice why or wonder why. well.. whut i figured out was that u cant move on completely until u find someone else. cause u cant move on. cause there is no one u could move on to. the only way to move on is to move on and like someone else. find another person. if u dont start looking for another person . then u will find yourself still liking the person your trying to get over even tho u think your over them already. even tho u know its over. , u know deep down u still kinda like the person. soo the only way to move on is to move on by finding another person.

2002-06-29T12:28:00.000-07:00

hi katrina! luv yah buh bye! hahaha that sounds gay coming from a guy saying that. hahah anywho just wanted to say hi. soo hello! i mean hi!! kaye bye!

2002-06-27T12:45:00.000-07:00

of all the advice i give out. i never really notice or relized the meaning to those words. for yesterday night when i was trying to go to sleep i was thinking of things as usual. for the people that come to me all down and depressed cause he or she just went through a breakup or just feels lonely. the things i say to those people like "be patient, the right person for u will come" "there is a lot more rice in the pot""nothings wrong with u, he or she is just not the one for you" stuff like that. but the fact of the matter is those are just words. it might make u feel happier cause it is true. but the fact of the matter is just the whole moment of loneleness u might call it sucks. for yesterday i relized ive been prolly single for going now for 2 years. i know i dont need a gf but it would be nice to like have someone to hold on too and wake up and have that excited feeling that your going to see your gf today. i thought of all my advice and i know they are all true. but if u think about it. being alone sucks . its kinda boring. and i know that im not going to have a gf soon cause the things i learned from my passed gf is that i shouldnt take it soo fast. just cause i like a person doesnt mean i should go out with them right quick. the best way I THINK is have a friend riight. and u have no interest in her what so ever. ur not even that attracted to the person. but once u start being friends and starting to get to know them. then u relize that ur everything u wanted. cause u have the trust ,communication that friends has. and u get comfortable with the person so u wont really get bored of them. and yeah. what sucks tho is the one person i had that with is the one person i cant go out with. but hey. if its not meant to be, then its not meant to be. but still. the whole thing still sucks............

2002-06-23T23:58:00.000-07:00

relationships. how they become buddy buddy to lovey dovey in a matter of seconds. from those simple words that make it official that make two people closer. to playing around and flirting to holding hands and holding each other. then in the end it seems to end. to friends then to lovers then if lovers dont work out, the risk if u are still going to be friends afterwards. u take the risk in going out with a friend because if it doesnt work out u take the risk if u are still are going to be friends. it only takes one person to deny that friendship. to reject it. but life is all about risk. if u dont take risks your life is boring. and even tho u go out with a friend and it seems to not work out. u always know u wouldnt trade in the memories and moments u had with him or her for anything. u had your good times . and it is better to have good times then no good times at all. how fast u could become friends then more then friends. u could also become out of friends in a matter of seconds. alrighty im done. just writing whatever is clever.

2002-06-09T17:39:00.000-07:00

hmmm i wonder how u are suppose to do this. i hope what im doing is riight. twin! can u read this! hmmmm if u respond back then i could start typing some real stuff. but until then. i still dont know how this thing really works. so yeah. okidoki. just give me the heads up if im doing this right okidoki twin. bye! LOVE JOSH THE SQUASH

2002-06-03T11:54:00.000-07:00

MARK!!!
YOU STILL HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN THE BLOGGIE!!! HURRY YOUR ASS UP, HAVE A NICE DAY TWINSOUL!

2002-05-29T14:17:00.000-07:00

whooooooooooooa!! new blog!! ...twin souls we are... yoda is tight!! THE bestest J E D I!! hey mark when you get the chance... finish this sentence and make a paragraph out of it...

"relief is..."

okay?? hheheh okay i have to go now!! oh yeah i emailed you the password and stuff!! yeah!! okay!! bye!

-sweet pea-