for everything a person does or says or thinks. there is a reason. a reason , a simple logical reason why the person did what he or she did. for u do not do things cause u feel like it. the reason is what made u feel that way. the way it which u dont care and just say wutever.

if i were to change one thing about myself i would......actually i wouldnt change anything but i would add something. i wish i had more confidence in myself. today we went to st pats talent show. there was this one girl. she couldnt sing that well but she tried her hardest.she was a good performer/entertainer. u could tell that she had a lot of confidence. she didnt care what people thought she just sung her heart out. in front of many people too. that takes a lot of confidence in a person. i wish i had a lot of confidence. then maybe i could do something like that. but sometimes. when people have soo much confidence in themselves they get too self resolved. they get cocky. but i know i wouldnt be like that. cause i notice it already. i just need confidence to maybe sing in public and dance and everything so i wont be a party pooper. u know.

do u ever have one of those days that something just seems wrong? where u just arent not feeling the day. i mean ur not mad or sad or anything. but u just know the day is unhappy for you. u dont know why u feel that why but u just dont feel like smiling .i mean nothing really happened to u but u just feel wierd. ur confused on why u feel that way today. the day just seems boring. maybe even pointless. well i had one of those days today. actually not today but yesterday. i mean i love my life. i appreciate everything i have. cause i know im very blessed to have what i have . but maybe just sometimes when ur doing something for so long u just get bored of it. i guess the best thing to do is keep yourself entertained. do new things. see new people. i dont know. ...... maybe its just me..... maybe im the only one who gets those kinda days

today is me and carina's one week anniversary. she is such a silly one. hahah and she says silly a lot. and among other things. its funny. its wierd. there are so many cahwinkydinks that we have. like there was this wierd night that she woke up from this one dream at 4:35am. and like thats when i woke up too cause i had to go to the bathroom. and she was going to call me but u know it was 4:35. she thought i was still sleeping. u know. cause it was 4:35am. whos up at that time u know. yeah stuff like that. its like its wierd. is it true that if u yawn someone is thinking about u. thats wut me and carina think. cause yeah. one day i suprised carina at skool and that day she was hecka yawning. . so is it true? hmmm.. i do think about her everytime i yawn. mann its like being single for like 3 years. i guess its true. the longer u wait the better the thing is that uve been waiting for so long. is that the saying or something. i dunno. well something like that. okidoki. i guess thats all i have to say. happy one week annivesary carina!

CHURCH - there are people who go to church because it is the right thing to do. so they could feel good about themselves or just because they are going to church means that they are a better person. some people come out of church still acting the same way. doing all those bad things people do to other people. its like. dang. didnt u just come from church. didnt u learn anything. its like. wuts the point of going if your just going to act that way.u know. i dunno. it just seems kinda wrong going to church and like not following wut god is trying to teach. u know. but oh well. wut can u do. its their lives and they could do wut they want. its up to people to relize wut they do and to make their judgement of wut is wrong or right.

yes twix. u havent wrote in this blog for hecka long. nice too see u again! haha i hope its just not a one time thing tho. kaye. just keep on writing. wutever is on your mind . feel free to write about it. i mean it is yours too. i mean u did make this blog for us. so yeah! talk to u later twix. bye!!

hey, i havent blogged in this for a long time... well hi twix, i finally remembered the password to this oHsOcOoL blog... hahaha... you give good advice twixie!! oh yeah by the way... MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR! Out with 2002 in with 2003, SHA-BOP! hahah, didn't see that one coming did you? Did you?!?! DID!!!!!! YOU?!!?!?? hahah anyways... uhm, yeah.... sk!nna cahw!nkyd!nk d!nk sk!nna cahw!nkyDOO! I... LOVE... YOU!! hahahahahaha... good remix mark! ahhaahahah okay then peace out everyone!! oH VERDaD?!?!?!??! hahah, bye!

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